the average poet
would describe
love
perhaps as a delicate flower,
beautiful,
fleeting,
et cetera.
i am not one much for poets,
nor love.
as it stands,
i find love
much like a wet cat
trapped
in a rusted-over
garbage can,
rolled at a ferocious
velocity
down a pockmarked, concretehill.
you'll probably feel like shit
afterwards,
but as it stands
you can't help but smile.
Tuesday, June 12, 2007
Becouse of Me
I wish i could explain to you
All the feelings I have for you
That I hold
Deep in my heart
I hate the face
I see in the mirror
Wish i could see
What you see in me
Wish I could tell you
How much I think of you
How much I need you
But I'm scared to
There is a look in your eyes
I know I would see
And even though that look
Is because of me
I want to be selfish
And never see you
Look that way at me
All the feelings I have for you
That I hold
Deep in my heart
I hate the face
I see in the mirror
Wish i could see
What you see in me
Wish I could tell you
How much I think of you
How much I need you
But I'm scared to
There is a look in your eyes
I know I would see
And even though that look
Is because of me
I want to be selfish
And never see you
Look that way at me
My Heart
Each time I touch you
I see you pull away
And I'm crying on the inside
Wish I knew what to say
Think I want to
Give my real heart
The one I've been hiding
Since my life fell apart
I want you to know
I think your the key
To unlocking my heart
Don't think I can do it
All on my own
But each time I glance at you
And you catch my eye
I see you locking some part of you
Away from my prying eyes
Thought my heart was already broken
But I must have been wrong
Because everytime
I'm away from you
I feel all alone
Everytime you pull away from me
I want to die
I think you complete me
And now my broken heart and I
Begin to cry.
I see you pull away
And I'm crying on the inside
Wish I knew what to say
Think I want to
Give my real heart
The one I've been hiding
Since my life fell apart
I want you to know
I think your the key
To unlocking my heart
Don't think I can do it
All on my own
But each time I glance at you
And you catch my eye
I see you locking some part of you
Away from my prying eyes
Thought my heart was already broken
But I must have been wrong
Because everytime
I'm away from you
I feel all alone
Everytime you pull away from me
I want to die
I think you complete me
And now my broken heart and I
Begin to cry.
Monday, June 4, 2007
A Lover's Vow
What good is it to be a vagrant of thy love?
If not thou, then whom shalt see my pure heart?
For so long I have been hiding it on the above;
If our love is to be, then it is already a grand start.
If it is not, then my heart wilt be withered in pain at peril.
I am begging for thine help, for I am in great distress;
What is this feeling that covers my heart in apparel?
I wilt shed my tears as if I have been a lover obsessed.
Even if thou art the day and I am the night,
Even if it means I need to vanquish all my foes,
My love to thee and thy love to me is what is right.
I wilt walk through this dark path and be alright,
And bring rejoice and splendor leaving my woes,
For I am the one guided by thy bright.
p.s. this was actually taken from somewhere that i can't seem to recall...
If not thou, then whom shalt see my pure heart?
For so long I have been hiding it on the above;
If our love is to be, then it is already a grand start.
If it is not, then my heart wilt be withered in pain at peril.
I am begging for thine help, for I am in great distress;
What is this feeling that covers my heart in apparel?
I wilt shed my tears as if I have been a lover obsessed.
Even if thou art the day and I am the night,
Even if it means I need to vanquish all my foes,
My love to thee and thy love to me is what is right.
I wilt walk through this dark path and be alright,
And bring rejoice and splendor leaving my woes,
For I am the one guided by thy bright.
p.s. this was actually taken from somewhere that i can't seem to recall...
Penguins Will Rule The World
Blue penguin, green penguin
And orange penguin too
Yellow penguin, red penguin
But the biggest penguin is you
Penguins are big
Penguins are small
I doubt they ever
Play with a ball
Penguins here, penguins there
The penguins are everywhere
When you live as a penguin
Your happy as can be
Jumping, swimming, dancing, waving
So all the world can see
Penguins will rule the world
Everywhere we look
And if you don't belive me
Just look in any book
When you see a penguin
Having fun
Join and play
In the sun
Penguins here, penguins there
Penguins are everywhere
So don't be afraid
Come and join
The penguin games
You might get a coin
And orange penguin too
Yellow penguin, red penguin
But the biggest penguin is you
Penguins are big
Penguins are small
I doubt they ever
Play with a ball
Penguins here, penguins there
The penguins are everywhere
When you live as a penguin
Your happy as can be
Jumping, swimming, dancing, waving
So all the world can see
Penguins will rule the world
Everywhere we look
And if you don't belive me
Just look in any book
When you see a penguin
Having fun
Join and play
In the sun
Penguins here, penguins there
Penguins are everywhere
So don't be afraid
Come and join
The penguin games
You might get a coin
Colour Blind
Walking blindly through shadows unending
No color left to paint my view
Fighting wildly against hidden fires
Black and white is all I see
Now I realize nothing here
Belongs to who I think I am
Secret hue come to my eye
Colorblindness is destroying me
Can’t find reality in this darkness
I can’t see a thing all I can do
Is listen…
To whispers and regrets
And all I can do
Is feel this anguish
And hopeless disparity..
But all I want to know
Is that I’m not
Lost in this place
And all I want to know
Is will I ever
See the light
Again?
p.s. i'm really colour blind... just so you know... and this was taken from a book...
No color left to paint my view
Fighting wildly against hidden fires
Black and white is all I see
Now I realize nothing here
Belongs to who I think I am
Secret hue come to my eye
Colorblindness is destroying me
Can’t find reality in this darkness
I can’t see a thing all I can do
Is listen…
To whispers and regrets
And all I can do
Is feel this anguish
And hopeless disparity..
But all I want to know
Is that I’m not
Lost in this place
And all I want to know
Is will I ever
See the light
Again?
p.s. i'm really colour blind... just so you know... and this was taken from a book...
Reply Comment #1 on Burning
to whoever wrote the comment to me...
hey...
thanx for the comment... i really appreciate it... it's not like don't want to be happy... i just can't be happy... it's really hard to fake a smile when you're not capable or have the strength or spirit to smile... you know what i mean right... it's just that the way things around me always held me down and keep crushing me with the burden and pressures... i like to observe... and what i wrote is only what i see and feel... that's all... i'm a neutral kind of guy... i can be relax... i can be happy... i can be happier than any living thing in this world... but... things can be pretty ugly...
hey...
thanx for the comment... i really appreciate it... it's not like don't want to be happy... i just can't be happy... it's really hard to fake a smile when you're not capable or have the strength or spirit to smile... you know what i mean right... it's just that the way things around me always held me down and keep crushing me with the burden and pressures... i like to observe... and what i wrote is only what i see and feel... that's all... i'm a neutral kind of guy... i can be relax... i can be happy... i can be happier than any living thing in this world... but... things can be pretty ugly...
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